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dnatree
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 Posted: Wed Jul 22, 2009 5:37 am Post subject: Total Eclipse of the heart |
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Total Eclipse of the heart
As we went for our walk I was very much into whatever might come to help me to say what I need to say. As I walked I noticed that Pam lingered behind me. Soon I turned to find she was crying. The moment indicated there was nothing to say, but only to hold her while she cried. Pam’s son was leaving within a month for Chicago with his fiance and just the other day Pam had wanted to really connect with her family but she failed terribly and felt humiliated in front of her son. As she cried and I held her I noticed the tree behind her was full of humming birds. When she regained herself I told her about all the hummingbirds behind her. When she turned only a few were visible and when she turned away many came out again. I knew it was the veil of pain that was keeping her from seeing “this moment”. I remembered the moment YOU were there for me during that great humiliation and the freshness of starting new with YOU. Just as Jesus said “why have YOU forsaken me” in that moment of pain and humiliation so I came to know that it was I that hid myself. When I remembered not to let myself be clouded by the pain I came to recognize “this moment”.
So YOU reminded me in that moment “Now if ever Your heart is broken again to remember THIS MOMENT”
When one person is going away I have often noticed that such an event occurs. I think it is love, like “therefore I must break Your heart” out of love that the Spirit might be heard. Thinking misunderstands, but wait and what does the Spirit say to You. Just like the humiliation of the cross which was the reason Jesus portrayed “I must go away” so it is that the Spirit left religion a long time ago. For as Jesus told the closest to him,,, even You will deny me in that moment. As everyone that experienced the truth from life and would ever try to convey it would be humiliated. That does not mean we want what is free to do, but if You shame someone they cannot hear to learn from the Spirit the truth that would lead to what You cannot get by the weakness of the law. That is why they were left with only an interpretation that could not be understood without the Spirit.
I asked to understand the true intentions of the heart and what I learned cannot be learned from words or an interpretation.
It was once written: Because of the hardness of their hearts they were given the law.
And: At the reading of the law a veil came over all their eyes.
If You could allow humiliation without shame because they do not know the true intention of the heart,,, then by not having the shame they intend that would keep You feeling the way THEY want You to feel, then You can be focused on the moment and the synch in order to know the truth. If Your attention is taken by shame and pain then You are not where the moment can bless You with the truth.
The movie
Spinning the butter is the movie in the background and the minority student could not stay because of the shame of misunderstanding of constant misunderstanding. |
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dnatree
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| Posted: Sat Jul 25, 2009 4:41 pm Post subject: |
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I did not want to post this quote about how we draw to us certain things and then believe we would not have drawn negative to us but I decided to put it here. Over there You would ot recieve the truth as the truth is not what they are wanting over there.
Like if You are in a passionate relationship and then shame or blame or You have a bad experience and then want to put all the blame on the other..
Here is abraham with her take on that.
http://www.pscelebrities.com/whitelightblacklight/2006_08_01_archive.htm
| Quote: | No one can ever do anything "bad" to you. No one can assert into your experience. Everything, without exception, comes only by your individual invitation to it.
So you say, "But, Abraham, I would not ask for something that I do not want." And we say, you do it all the time, because you do not understand the process of asking. The process of asking is achieving vibrational harmony with something. When you give something your attention and it becomes your dominant vibration relative to the subject, that is your asking. You say, "No, I’m asking for Well-being. How could not Well-being come into my experience?" And we say, because you often are not a vibrational match to Well-being. You’re finding too many things to fuss about. You’re finding too many things to be upset about. You’re finding too many injustices—too many things that make you feel negative emotion.
Nothing’s more important than to feel good |
If You participate in a passionate relationship and then block the flow of passion because You become fearful then the partner always will be to blame. There is not a man that I know that has not been blamed. I chose to find a person that has been blamed already by societey and the fearful that hide behind the veil, a woman that wanted to live and understand her own passion rather than take the easy way that was to hide and blame. That is why sex is the teacher. If You really knew what Jesus had experienced You would hate him,,, that is why he said, "You do it to the least of them, You have done it to me". The shedding of blame and then crucifying a lover is the cross where Your sins are taken away by that other, male or female.
Society is a lie, it is taking wild hearts and putting them in a box that cuts off the passion because of the fearful. When that passion has no outlet they often get penisy and then take the blame.
| Quote: | Wild hearts cannot be broken Was love the pain that started all this Was it the cause that drew the first kiss Or was it the reason I wanted you so my blood runs hot but you already know This is my passion play!
Wild hearts cannot be broken The preacher and lawyer have taken my bride and by their view she is made to abide. Is this the reason that I died??? It’s love across time get ready for the RIDE!
This is my passion play!!!
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This is the amount of misunderstanding that exists, for as You blame the person You misunderstand the Spirit says You never knew me.
If we could have had many relationships and seen the pattern we would see that we were related to it and cannot blame but rather learn what it is in us that has created this. No blame or shame, but rather learning experience from the teacher.
Big explosion/fire/stovesonfire related to passion and love. |
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Sharonywr
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| Posted: Sat Jul 25, 2009 5:23 pm Post subject: |
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Dna, I see that you are taking my word and addressing my post in another thread underneath a "veil" of passive aggressiveness. I understand what you are trying to say...and believe very strongly in, if I do truly understand it, that we bring many of our own experiences into our lives and then blame the other.
Of course blame is to be shared, but sometimes predators don't care...can you blame a predator for wanting to feed, as is its nature, without regard for the food's feelings? Not really. But can you blame a person of your own species and supposedly evolutionary equal for becoming that predator after the web was woven and your trusting heart was spun into a trap? Yes, responsibility has to be taken for my participating in this dance. I have taken this. I am dealing with it.
How about if you stop trying to blame people also for making their own choices and learning from them while walking your own path? That is what we are all here for and you just don't seem to get that you still have things to learn from other people, you just like to have an audience to preach to...Absorb sometimes from others, my friend. We all have much to teach each other.
You do have an issue with trying to understand a human's individual choices. Again, I have to say that your cop out in life is a bit more about your OWN fear than it is about facing realities with courage and conviction....but that is your path. I respect that.
But you ain't Jesus, my friend. You are only human, as the rest of us are and you excrete and consume and pump blood just as the rest of us do. Until you ascend to heaven in the presence of Elisha on your chariot because God thinks you are too good to suffer the human penalty of death, please give it a rest.
Please don't borrow my word and preach on it. Your words and covert flowery meanings do not cover up your judgemental attitude towards living life in real time nor your contempt for humanity in our piss poor condition, as beautiful and faulty as we all are.
Peace be unto you. Just say it if you mean it, please. Stop with the BS and just speak English.
And I just have to love the way you peacefully argue as if you aren't a part of it...I can take a page from that!
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dnatree
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| Posted: Sat Jul 25, 2009 6:05 pm Post subject: |
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| Quote: | | Of course blame is to be shared |
No, You misunderstand, no blame for You either. It is a sandbox, and You and I are children. I don't want You to get hurt or Your children but "time is short". I will discontinue posting as all has been said.
Yesterday, I was limping a little but went for a long walk. As I limped past an entrance to a store from a main road it took me a few minutes to get past the entrance. A very pretty lady driving a "small truck" began to turn in, I hobbled a little faster to get out of her way, but she said "Get out of the way!!" She turned into the parking lot as I turned to go to the store another bigger truck with a woman driving it came at me. I noticed that some of the anger that the first woman had for some reason (maybe her boyfriend she was angry at) had brushed off on me and I found myself repeating the same offense I had done with the first woman. I stopped immediately and the second truck passed without instance. I got to the door and opened it for the first woman who seemed very angry walking in the door I had opened for her. I spoke and said "true intention of heart". I decided to leave and not go in the store now as the energy did not feel like the direction that I wanted to grow. I stopped pulled out my index cards and wrote down the story of the moment.
I intend You the "BEST OF LUCK" and I want You to "tear him up" as that is the best thing You can do for the pervert. For it is written, first the life/marriage and then the JUDGEMENT. The truth will end life as we know it. Enough!! I will not address this any further.
I await the great fire that is coming that WILL melt that veil separating You and I on this planet and leave those hiding with nowhere left to hide.
I appreciate having this place to post my stories and my moments as having a place to put the passion keeps me from getting too penisy. God I hate the humiliation of having a penis. Living in the Spirit like angels where there are no reproductive organs is good and sterile but I will miss the deliciousness of being human in a physical body. You never know what You have until it is taken. |
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Brock
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| Posted: Sat Jul 25, 2009 6:27 pm Post subject: |
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| Bullshit. Time is only short in a limited mind. |
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Sharonywr
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| Posted: Sat Jul 25, 2009 7:29 pm Post subject: |
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Oh DNA, Never be humiliated by your penis. (I know what you mean, but am trying to lighten our differences by humor). I happen to love those who have them, after all, my existence would only be half without the yen/yang balance. I just have to find the right balance. Mine has always been skewed.
Edited to say that maybe my playfulness and zap bang change into confusion and humor vs. anger trying to obtain balance through climbing into light from the dark may be too much for some...please forgive me.
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Actually I’d say having genitals is one of the things that makes life a little more bearable, that and all the brain/nerve cells that work in conjunction.
Conjunction, te, he, he. Reminds me of this television learning commercial that I use to make fun of with a girlfriend. “Conjunction junction, what’s your function? Hooking up pussies and penis’ that rhyme.” |
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Sharonywr
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| Posted: Sat Jul 25, 2009 11:52 pm Post subject: |
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(To the William Tell Overture) Get it up, get it in, get it off, get it out, don't mess my hair UPPPP!!! Get it up, get it in, get it off, get it out, let's try this every daaaayyyyy.
Yee Haw!
Sorry, i heard that last night and just had to post it! LOL
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Brock
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| Posted: Sun Jul 26, 2009 3:02 pm Post subject: |
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okay, okay...
awe fuck.
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dnatree
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| Posted: Sun Jul 26, 2009 3:06 pm Post subject: |
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| I like tried not to say anything when Raine had penis candles on her cake the other day. I think she was trying to shock her friends. I have pictures. |
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Brock
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| Posted: Sun Jul 26, 2009 3:07 pm Post subject: |
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| dnatree wrote: | | I like tried not to say anything when Raine had penis candles on her cake the other day. I think she was trying to shock her friends. I have pictures. |
in soooo many ways. |
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Sharonywr
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| Posted: Sun Jul 26, 2009 3:08 pm Post subject: |
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Please post! As long as you are comfortable. Isn't it a bit ironic how this went from a heart thread into a penis thread? Perhaps there is a great synch in that. I certainly can gather one. That has always been my downfall in giving my heart away. (Backwards way to handle it, I know!)
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| Posted: Mon Jul 27, 2009 6:12 am Post subject: |
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| Yes, I was very taken back when I read that myself about her party but that is not where the Spirit wants me to put the energy. As the Spirit spoke, a loved one can do no wrong. So long as they have true intent of heart the Spirit would have me focus where the Spirit is working in this moment as the Spirit did for me through many years. Not even going there unless the Spirit revealed it in this moment. And with YOU, it is always Joy so how could we ever go to anything less. Within my own experience that was when I knew it was I alone that created the so called bad but in knowing the Spirit I truly could understand how we count it all JOY and that I needed to stay always with YOU, and where YOU are. And being around folks that sometimes misunderstand me well it just keeps me Starting always over knowing how YOU see me. It was coming to know YOU that does the changing but not as interpretations believe. For they did not go to the source to ask what is true and what the scribes injected each time it got rewritten. And what the preachers interpreted for me that could not be questioned. And what the lawyers made law built upon a great misunderstanding. |
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| Posted: Mon Jul 27, 2009 5:11 pm Post subject: |
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As the Spirit spoke, a loved one can do no wrong.
Even misunderstandings can be a way of showing love growing afterwards. |
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dnatree
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| Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 4:34 am Post subject: |
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Wonderful Sabrina.
That was such an experience in my life to realise that I could never interpret even the synchs as there was always that smallest of points overlooked. So it became a most freeing experience to not judge/interpret what came but rather to let it form and observe it and learn to experience with YOU, my life. Who can judge another because of words, rather wait to see fully what the heart produces. No one can appreciate a painting that is not completed. So first You live and then make a judgement, but to continually judge is the sign of what?
If a loved one can do no wrong because of love, it is because we have learned to stay with how the Spirit views ourselves and we believe that we judge ourselves as we judge others. So God does not judge, but we ourselves judge as we judge others. Whom then would be last but he whose God is the letter and never knew the Spirit of what they preach. |
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| Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 2:26 pm Post subject: |
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Whom then would be last but he whose God is the letter and never knew the Spirit of what they preach.
interesting. is this the literal letter like a symbol and related to language? |
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dnatree
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| Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 3:35 pm Post subject: |
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| Quote: | Whom then would be last but he whose God is the letter and never knew the Spirit of what they preach.
interesting. is this the literal letter like a symbol and related to language? |
In the language of the bible the word letter refferred to the writing without the Spirit of the original source.
Hiding behind what the book appears to say and what the interpretation/group insists it says instead of reaching the Spirit to get the truth. Like the letter of the law which says don't do this so instead of not doing it we go out and police others. Language is good if all we listen to is Spirit in the roar of words. But if we listen to the world, we become influenced by it rather than fulfilling the Spirit. Love is so all are fulfilled, or we desire to allow those that misunderstand and be patient with them as the Spirit IS patient with us. If any feel punished it is not the Spirit but rather their own creation, or what they believe about the Spirit being fulfilled. But the Spirit allows it (folks to create negatively) to REACH YOU. All things are good if it is the Spirit that uses it, so language is good if it is the Spirit that we hear. Better to feel only if we cannot hear the Spirit, as good feelings are closer to the guidance of Spirit, bad feelings are simply looking the other way, like in the words "Turn around bright eyes". |
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| Posted: Tue Jul 28, 2009 5:20 pm Post subject: |
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Have you ever tried this dna?
I am a visual artist, just like many here who are creative and talented. I went thru a spirtual phase of meditation writings, several years ago. They weren't poetry, but symbols. I had experienced Ramadan with a few friends and I wanted to attempt a translation of understanding bridge between my consciousness and their spirituality. The letters were all arabic in nature and page after page they floated around randomly. I never asked them to find a translation or identity with these works, but during this time objects with this writing polarized to me. I had even found an american bill with arabic writing on it.
Do you ever focus your meditations with spirit and synch or just float around the page of life? Sometimes bouncing around the 'ether' can create mis-harmony in intention interpretations. |
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| Posted: Wed Jul 29, 2009 7:25 pm Post subject: |
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As I had the synchs but interpreted them without letting it first paint the picture this caused me great pain. Sort of like religion will experience because they interpret rather than allow the Spirit to paint the picture. To do is not to allow.
Years ago I started a path that is ongoing and I recognise each new part as it shows up. The tree has many branches, some of smell, some of touch, some of symbol, and some of sound. Now words were a addition in order to share what was learned but not necessarilty to learn from Spirit. The path of Spirit was experience with many senses we don't normally recognise or look at and then to incorporate them in everyday life or add them to our seeing. So that in each moment we see as through many eyes or senses besides the five we all believe in.
A deaf person might have a temporary advantage as I had to be alone without words for a period to make sense of what my heart was drawing without the interuption of senseless words. There is a donavon song that has the words:
There have been many, many words
And just as many, many turds
http://www.lyricstime.com/donovan-yellow-star-lyrics.html
There have been bad thing done
There have been some good one
And many people died
And many nations cried
And many babies came
As many died again
Yet always Man prevailed
Yeah though the Devil wailed
You know we're way out there
In some galaxy hair
With all this space around
We fight to keep our share.
With all our cruelty
And all our jealousy
We find it hard to give
To just live and let live
To live and let live
It's all in the Dance of Life my friend
It's all in the Song that never ends
It's all in the Dance of Life my friend
Following that Yellow Star
Following that Yellow Star
Following that Yellow Star
Following that Yellow Star
We think that we're so big
The truth we never, never twig
And if some Quasar gonna blow
I guess we'd never, never know
And long before that day
When we are burned away
Let us take time to smile
And swing a little while
Just a little while.
There have been many, many words
And just as many, many turds
It's all a kind of dream
And not quite what it seems
But when the talking's done
This Life of Death we're gonna shun
And turn our heart to Him
Hailé Sélassié
Whose Light will never, never dim
Whoa, oh, oh,
It's all in the Dance of Life my friend
It's all in the Song that never ends
It's all in the Dance of Life my friends
Following that Yellow Star
Following that Yellow Star
Following that Yellow Star
Following that Yellow Star
Following that Yellow Star
Following that Yellow Star
Other synchs
Baptism is emersion in the stories not interpreting them. The Spirit baptism comes from believing the story and having all things become new in your own experience.
Dying to the old life of the law and interpretation and becoming alive to the Spirit in this moment and letting the tree/picture grow.
Without society as we know it there was a father as a ROCK through wihich the Spirit spoke and loved ones could cling to that rock. But the society with all it's answers replaces the Spirit in this moment as the anti-christ. As in the line "The preacher and lawyer have taken my bride/life/children and by their view they are made to abide, is this the reason that I/father/Spirit through the father/ died, it's love across time get ready for the ride, this is my passion play... Wild hearts can't be broken.
After the experience with my children returning in a great passion play then I said to my son that my intention now would be for increase. I called him to tell him about the most productive day of my business last wednesday and he said that he too was called in to find out that he also was promoted on that day and recieved a GREAT increase. |
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