As it was in the beginning, my love
When I was the honeybee and You were my apple tree
For then, it was the fragrance of Your hearts that drew me to You (draws Your life to You)
Remember, we let the sea swells rise in the air
We let the mountains crumble You and I do not care
What ever happens, I will be Your honeybee and You will be my apple tree
For there has always only been You and I (Dnagtree)
Quote from http://www.stephentree.com/p2.htm and the book I wrote before all the storms. This was posted on the net as early as 1997 but written in 1993.
I found myself out just driving to do some thinking and was
feeling a tremendous loneliness come over me. I really felt like meeting
another girl that would help me get over the pain of what had happened and help
me start new. I knew however that that indeed was the wrong thing to do. I had
begun to refer to spirit in the feminine sense at this time. Driving in the
truck I turned on the radio I had in the seat next to me and the song said Fill
up the tank and go for a ride. I stopped at the Tom Thumb store I was passing
and put fuel in the truck as I was on empty. I continued driving north on
highway 87 out of Milton and passed Whiting field. Off to the right I saw a
sandy basin that looked as though it were a river that was dry at this time. I
found a dirt road and pulled in. I began to travel up a path when I heard rifle
shots in the distance and just after hearing the shots I came up upon a snake
in my path. A path went off to the right around the snake and away from the
shots. I climbed down into the basin and began to walk south. The basin felt so
empty that I began to think about the children of Israel as they traveled
through the wilderness. The place was so barren and lifeless yet something was
definitely there. All of a sudden the lonely feelings swept over me as never
before in my life. I could not stop crying as I wandered the emptiness. Tears
flooded my eyes and I began to cry out Girl, Girl why have you forsaken me. I
came up on a cave that was open on the top and went back in the cave. Again
thoughts of Moses in the wilderness flooded my mind as I cried out Girl, Girl
where are you girl. The sides of the cavern were layered and I began to feel
the heart of girl. She was a blue layered pearl and her loneliness was a gift
to me. Images of the proton and the electron and a love affair between them.
This is my gift to you. Emptiness. Poetry I had never heard before flooded my
mind ‹‚ You thought you were alone when you let your tears fall but you were in
my heart the Vacuum which ‹‚drew you to me. The heart is a layered rose and the fragrance can draw the love you
seek. Here, dig here for the treasure you seek. So I began to dig in the
ground, up popped the ugliest small stone I had ever seen. Where is the
treasure, I ask my heart. This is it, as this stone appears to be formless and
void so is the beginning of a pearl. You will see, my love will come in waves,
to layer this pearl. Many more feelings were processed that day and I knew in
my loneliness and emptiness I was not alone. Leaving the sight I drove back to
Milton and noticed many signs that had roses
on them. Everywhere I turned were roses
that day. Layers, pearls, roses, huh.
That evening I went to the beach to think and came up on a beach bar that had
karaoke that night. I went in and enjoyed the company of the people there and
was talked into singing a song. I looked through the book they handed me and
saw immediately the song "The Rose".
I remembered hearing the song before and knew it was the spirit that I was
experiencing. I sang the song and knew it wasn't me singing it. There were
tears in my eyes and the song poured out of me. "The soul afraid of dying
can never learn to live." I could not believe that the people actually
clapped during the middle of the song. I knew it was the passion that had
served my life so many times before. The next day I woke up and went to town to
walk and think. Spirit always takes whatever is on my mind and turns it into
the next step. Ohh she's cute, flirting, yea it's sort of like walking in a new
place and feeling the vibes or spirit that is there and then allowing myself to
operate in that same spirit. So the girl is really flirting with herself
because what you are saying is what her web of intent is drawing. Sort of. I,m
in the video store and just kind of in a daze as I stand before a rack of
tapes. What is this one? Fragrance of the heart. Cool like the roses and all I encountered yesterday north
of Milton. I leave the video store and walk about a block to a gift store and
walk in. I am just feeling my way around. I feel as though I should be looking
at something on the shelves in order not to solicit questions from the woman at
the counter. I walk directly to a counter and just stand there not even looking
at the shelf. Something tells me... or rather I feel to focus at what is
directly in front of me. Ohh, it is a heart shaped potpourri dish with a cover
that has holes in it so that the fragrance may come out. Wow dude, cool. I am
off again feeling all that I have come across today. I feel that this
information is speaking on a multitude of levels or layers of heart. I cross
Stewart street and begin to walk up the alley on the railroad tracks thinking I
will walk to the Library. Several bees begin to buss around my head and as I
feel this situation in context I see myself as a tree, like the DNA tree. All
of a sudden the whole poem comes to me in feeling, not in words and I begin to
translate or break down the seed feeling into parts. ‹‚I want to be your
Honeybee ‹‚Won't you be my apple tree ‹‚It's the fragrance of your heart ‹‚that
draws me to you ‹‚Let the sea swells rise into the air ‹‚Let the mountains
crumble ‹‚We don't care ‹‚I just want to be your honeybee ‹‚and you can be my
apple tree ‹‚I'll be your prince ‹‚Your Wizard ‹‚Your lion of Judah ‹‚Anything
you want ‹‚I can bring it to ya This was the spirit of this day, I was so
powerfully devastated by the pain that was the decay of an old life that it
required enormous passion to let go and the passionate focus on the new life
that was growing in me. Through the work of spirit my feelings were held on the
desired outcome instead of the problems. After fiddle farting in the library
for ten minutes where I borrowed pen and paper and wrote the poem down, I left
and walked back across Stewart Street. As I walked down the street I noticed a
store that I had never been in before. It looked like a house is probably why I
never visited it before. The sign outside said Gift Shop so I went in. It
smelled lovely in this shop and I immediately noticed that they made potpourri
here. Upon entering a side room I was welcomed by yet another surprise. The
whole room was dedicated to Honeybees. There were wax figures all over the
walls and books about raising Honeybees. Other rooms had bath beads and other
fragrant items. I went home and began the usual ritual I have in the evening
that gets me in touch with spirit. I dim the lights and light candles. This I
found allows the mind not to be distracted by images in the room in a manner
that would break my connection and or concentration. I put a poster board on
the small table in the middle of the room and begin to play any music on the
radio that FEELS right. After dancing, feeling, and writing down whatever feel
right I ended up with the following chart. ‹‚BABY COME ON, FINISH WHAT YOU
STARTED ‹‚this ain't no way to leave the broken hearted ‹Š ‹‚I live for your
love and you for mine ‹‚Here comes something walkin down the street pretty soon
we're gonna meet. She he The allower The doer + - come to me my love ‹‚ take my
hand and together we will walk ‹‚through the door ‹‚ ‹‚Excitement ‹‚Passion ‹‚When
he and she meet they know it is right ‹‚Make it real girl,,,you are ‹‚(This is
spiritual language for something coming as a lover, but not necessarily a
person) ‹‚She wants me as bad as I want her ‹‚The pain makes me feel what I
really hunger for ‹‚TRUE ROMANCE, TRUE ROMANCE ‹‚Hey girl, ALLOW it to be. Stay
always at the door with me. ‹‚Surrender to her it is her dream! I realized that
in my lonelyness I had found True Romance. I went to sleep late that night and
woke expecting a new adventure that next day. I was not disappointed at all. I
got the idea to look up Cameo in my encyclopedia and found the following
information. Cameo, Kam e o, a figure or design carved in relief on a gem or
other stone, a sea shell, or glass. Cameos are used as jewelry and as
decoration on vases and other ornaments. A cameo is usually made from a
material that consists of two or more layers of different colors, most often
light upper layers and dark lower layers. The cutting is done on the upper
layers, while the under-layers provide the backround. The most frequently used
materials are onyx, agate, sardonyx, and conch shells. Layered glass is also
used. Greco-Roman Cameo. Victory Driving a Chariot is the subject carved on
sardonyx by an artist who lived in the period of Rome's grandeur. ‹ˆ Later that
day I drove the truck to pick up my daughter Raine in Pensacola. I took Raine
to the mall and walked in the bookstore. At the entrance to the store my eyes
caught hold of a book on the shelf in the back. I felt the color of the book
first as I carried the baby to the back of the store. I straightaway picked the
book from the top shelf. It was titled, The Victorian Grimoire, and under the
title were the words, Enchantment, Romance, Magic. The book was written by
Patricia Telesco. I opened the book and my eyes fell upon a very familiar name,
Lewis Spence. You see, my father's name is Lewis Spence and the Lewis Spence in
this book was the Scottish Mason that I had collected many of his books and I
felt a profound connection with in that he wrote of Myth and Legend and was
also a romantic poet. Besides the reference to Lewis Spence in the book it was
also packed with things that were my experience and radiated my experience of
the past few weeks. I had to express this to someone and turned and began to
speak to someone who it turned out was very much into similar things. I left
the mall and driving home I suddenly felt like stopping at a little store
called Kiley's in East Milton. As I walked in I was drawn to the comic book
rack. Which is unusual because I never read comic books before. I grabbed it
before I read the cover. Warlock Resurection. I flipped it open and was caught
up in the emotion of this entity that lost his love. And through shere force of
will he was bringing her back alive. Then I came upon this page and was
flabbergasted. Here he was reachiing beyond death to draw her back. Neither
Science nor Magic but a blend of the two. My senses percieve the separating of
layers like the petals of a flower being peeled away. Undraping the mysteries
of life and death. May I please change the word undraping to unveiling here,
huh? My love has written my name in the stars. A wall was built around your
memory yet it only veils me to you. This temple will be destroyed yet you will
take these stones and build our home our sanctuary.
http://www.stephentree.com/p3.htm
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