I had to go on a trip to Palmdale Mojave area the other day and I wanted to find a new spot near Red Rock State Park. I found this spot where I could be all alone with YOU/ my life.

I felt in the first few moments of being there that this would be a great experience with YOU alone. The flowers were all in bloom and were more intense than I had seen in the dessert before.

I began to walk back into the canyon following the wash like a path. The sound of birds up in the nooks of the mud walls was like music serenading my walk. And the colors of the rocks and flowers were very intense.

As I walked further with the intention of finding YOU fresh again I began to have wonderful thoughts that matched my moments as I walked the wash.

The reason there is suffering in life is because of the same path that Jesus stumbled upon as well. Given a cross by the gods of this world who demanded he carry it. But if You suffer to know the Spirit You gain from that intention.

I began to think about the synchs of late and how even after knowing the Spirit I got lost.

Jesus said, I do not speak except the Spirit speak through me. I do not do my own will but the will of my father that sent me.

Father, I got lost

I know, You intended to.

Remember, as was spoken through the prophet Jesus. You must loose Your way in order to find it.

Then religion that never knew the Spirit might say to You. Jesus was lord, not just a prophet. And You should feel shame as we give blame. Then say to them that it is not I that speaks but the Spirit that speaks through me. We intended all to get lost, all like sheep to go their own way in order to find YOU fresh, my life. And Your shame is Your own because You hid behind a veil and never knew the Spirit. You must loose Your way but with true intent of heart to REACH YOU. Without true intention of heart You are a liar, even to Yourself. So be not ashamed though the whole world misunderstand Your intent and demand You worship their interpretation they did not get from Spirit as though it was god. Even in their misjudgment as their shame for You will one day be their own. Even if the whole world denies You. And they are ashamed to know You because of the misunderstanding of the world. So it is that all that interpret, do so without the Spirit. They never knew ME. Though he too suffered the same shame that women that never knew men love and the men that want to impress women love that interpretation more than they love their own children. But within a man is what a veiled woman cannot see or know without love she cannot know him. If a woman loves that veil over her eyes given her by the world then she does not know the Spirit though she can quote scripture she never knew him.

Man believes he has built something during this blip called history, only to see it all get washed away. For one block cannot stay on top of another that is built except YOU life sanction that it remain. Therefore I break Your heart. And make You stop and be still as a tree.

I found this place of flowers to sit down and know YOU fresh. Like the change in lovers after they have made love. All bitterness is taken in the knowing.

Who is it that thinks these synchs and makes these moments.

Be still and know that I AM GOD.

That part of me that is YOU how did it come to be.

I got up and went to this chamber as many times YOU have taken me to such a place to be alone and know YOU. Leave the roar of words and the rushing of the world and the shame and blame of humans and come to the chamber of the lovers where as it was in the beginning there is only YOU and I. It is more important than ever because of the roar of society that You be alone and separate from that world that is to be destroyed.

As a man shares his gift through knowing a woman alone. In the chamber of the lovers YOU told me so. And YOU made it so. That You are now in me and I am in YOU as a man and a women share making love and she is given his essence.

There in that place I left my card. I left a part of me that I would be remembered being there.

So it is that the Son of Man is with You always. But it is important then that I go away in order that You might come to know whom it is that You were reached by.

In the chamber of the lovers YOU told me so. That YOUR Spirit should speak through me.

I gave You this gift. I left a part of myself there with YOU that I might be with You always. If a woman lays with a man for any reason (Money, security) other than to know him because of her attraction by the Spirit then that intent will grow like a tree and the fruit will expose her and the tree will be cut down. A woman that is a trap is a trap to herself and hates his children. This woman and her sugar daddies in government will all be exposed. For it is not a law that can keep a man but true intent of heart and love.

Here is the smallest of points overlooked by the harlot that is the interpretation of relationship. When Abel pleased the Spirit which was the Spirit THROUGH his father Adam. It was because Adam loved eating meat and the Spirit loved Adam. Without this love that comes from KNOWING YOU, what ARE You?

A woman will deny You towards the world and shame You even though she knew Your intent. She is contrived love. But this is done that You might forsake the world and women to know YOU my life.

She, she is my life

She is my wife

She came out from me in the beginning

We were one in the beginning

She is my dream and I am the dreamer

Now She/life comes to me in many forms

And it is like poetry, it is synchronicity

And when he and she meet they know it is right

They dance like waves on an ocean of romance.

Do not love a woman but love life, for that woman will deny You and break Your heart if You follow the synchs. Therefore I break Your heart, for the ONE/Spirit that takes You away.

Likewise the man is not the husband as the interpretation demands but the Spirit. Love the Spirit and the Spirit will love her/him through You.

For when they shall rise from the dead, they neither marry, nor are given in marriage; but are as the angels which are in heaven Mark 12:25